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Sunday, November 18, 2007
Sunday Service!!
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12:30 PM
Friday, November 16, 2007
hahas today talentime .. deng dang, sick throat not feeling well enough, the audition i tot there is mic sia but no mic... my voice is soft in natural, den bo bian must push myself sing loud, wah rooftop super hot sia -.-'' at least a mic ma.. lols. =X
is already 1 yr. since i left. and came back. some people stayed and had not change and be moulded. haiz, i remember since last time i keep on praying for those but yet it takes time la. lols.. eversince i backslided, but my heart is still with God seeking after him while nobody knows, praying while nobody knows, i had made a change with myself outside the world out(my campus) there. rather than inside 4 walls...
Last time i used to be a beng, always drink always ton always create troubles but now im not, at least i had change inner-being, but i still had the bad habit of smoking.. time flew fast.. i going NS next year april yeah. Hope i dont get commando!!!! hope in the X-ray shows all fractured bones den i can downgrade :D wahahaha, kidding la wishful part thinking of mine.
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11:45 PM
Thursday, November 15, 2007
Book of the Secrets of Enoch Chapter XLV
God shows how he does not want from men sacrifices, nor burnt-offerings, but pure and contrite hearts.
WHOEVER hastens to make offering before the Lord's face, the Lord for his part will hasten that offering by granting of his work.
2 But whoever increases his lamp before the Lord's face and make not true judgement, the Lord will not increase his treasure in the realm of the highest.
3 When the Lord demands bread, or candles, or flesh (sc. cattle), or any other sacrifice, then that is nothing; but God demands pure hearts, and with all that only tests the heart of man.
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Chapter L
3 Now therefore, my children, in patience and meekness spend the number of your days, that you inherit endless life.
4 Endure for the sake of the Lord every wound, every injury, every evil word and attack.
5 If ill-requitals befall you, return them not either to neighbour or enemy, because the Lord will return them for you and be your avenger on the day of great judgement, that there be no avenging here among men.
6 Whoever of you spends gold or silver for his brother's sake, he will receive ample treasure in the world to come.
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LII.
God instructs his faithful. how they are to praise his name.
BLESSED is the man who opens his lips in praise of God of Sabaoth and praises the Lord with his heart.
2 Cursed every man who opens his lips for the bringing into contempt and calumny of his neighbour, because he brings God into contempt.
3 Blessed is he who opens his lips blessing and praising God.
4 Cursed is he before the Lord all the days of his life, who opens his lips to curse and abuse.
5 Blessed is he who blesses all the Lord's works.
6 Cursed is he who brings the Lord's creation into contempt.
7 Blessed is he who looks down and raises the fallen.
8 Cursed is he who looks to and is eager for the destruction of what is not his.
9 Blessed is he who keeps the foundations of his fathers made firm from the beginning.
10 Cursed is he who perverts the decrees of his forefathers.
11 Blessed is he who implants peace and love.
p. 100
12 Cursed is he who disturbs those that love their neighbours.
13 Blessed is he who speaks with humble tongue and heart to all.
14 Cursed is he who speaks peace with his. tongue, while in his heart there is no peace but a sword.
15 For all these things will be laid bare in the weighing-scales and in the books, on the day of the great judgement.
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6:29 AM
I had read some of the Contents outside the bible which sold in the marketplace. Apocrypha. We only learned that fasting and prayer should go hand in hand, it takes 2 hand to clap yeah, But in the contents i read fasting and prayer and Alms and Righteous should go together, because righteous shall deliver. Alms=Charity, Money or Food to relieve others poor.
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5:49 AM
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Rev Ulf Ekman Preaching was great, It talks about suffering, as We shall many trials and tribulations enters the Kingdom of God. thats true. Are we entering the kingdom of God nopes, We must wait till the endtime when Christ come back and we shall remain Holy, For God is holy and you shall be holy. Obey the commandments etc.
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9:38 PM
Monday, November 12, 2007
Today was quite pissed off.. starting of the day ruin my mood to school. i woke up quite early and make time to eat and go to school for assembly.. the school gates close at 8.00.. i eat first at kopitiam for my breakfast after that went to school. reach school gate at 7.50++ and is already closed.. lotsa of people was complaining. geez.. i burst out of anger argh. den after that went to class.. the teacher keep talking about latecoming etc. den after she say like all of us is late. i burst out with anger and said something like this, there is beginning and the end but you dont know it. and you blame us for being late? den The teacher didnt utter anything. The authority was at fault. i mean the school. geez..... then ruin all my mood to sch.... haiz...
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8:38 PM
Saturday, November 10, 2007
today went for cellgroup meeting in the morning and book seat being an usher.. my cg members just sit anyhow and didnt even ask me... freak him lahs..i don't want mention names...i hate his proud, boastful, hao lian, one day if i burst out of anger even you say sorry also no use lahs, if sorry got cure rite, den i can beat you 100 times and say sorry 100 times lor.. action proves it man. you think you got leadership huh.. you heck care other people you think is leadership.. like snatching other pple's places. wth....wanna have financial breakthrough huh, prosper inside of yourself first lahs. even you had 1million and not prosper inside you're nothing man.
after that left.
went home to rest.. den after that went to my friend 21st birthday celebration. is held at function room at joms NAFA place. then after all the cutting cake and stuff saboing.. speeching etc. there is dance floor :D.. unfortunately the songs dont suit me cos they're muslim and malays. few classmates before the dance left. hahas. lol. i guess they miss the fun part.. :D
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11:42 PM
Monday, November 05, 2007
i feeling sad.. cos my mum health again hv insomia. couldnt slp. if could only use sleeping pills but for several hours like 3-4hrs wake up ler den couldnt slp anymore.. there are side effects of taking those pills too.. everyday seeking with the Lord and pray for my mum recovery and healing. hais. she felt tired.. i ask her stop working already health more important. What i could do is help her massage, pray etc. there is nothing else i could do. Lord, i lift up my mum into your lovely hands... I hope my mum would be more forgiving, cos recently her brother and sister was in hospital and my grandma always early in the morning 6-7 call her to buy things go there visit... den i ask her tell grandma. if she could take careful of herself well.. den go take care of others... =] the money problems also.. my grandma said will pay her back later but in the end all my mum paid. so that it would take off her burdens if my grandma ownself go and visit. hais. if one isnt fed well how could he/she fed others, if one is not rich how could he/she bless others, if one dont have the skills, how he/she show his skills, if one isnt knowledgeble how could he/she teach others with their knowledges?
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5:42 PM
I had cut my hair, my bro ask me to cut cos i look like im from 90s century.. haha i was like lmao. =P.. den go cut lor.. everyday different hairstyle of me.. my friends said i look nicer, handsomer, cuter. lols... but inside me was like im the same old me. :D =p.. might look more presentable, might look more attractive, beauty/handsome gets attraction but personality gets the heart.. truthful enough last year when i was a nitec student i had been rate as "school grass" by mostly higher nitec students and nitec students... most of the girls... and its with my Center parking/Side Parking. they said i have got some guys dont have, like eg: "qi bai" own feng ge rather than just copying others, like shuai qi etc.. like the copycats does. lols no offence. =p
there was alot of girls wanting to be my gf in the past.. some even offered money for those rich girls and their sexuality. know what i rejected them all.. cos i had enough of not serious relationships, i had 10 ex-gf out of it 4 whom i been serious with but end up feeling started to fade so breakup comes. I learnt that love cant last forever between boy-girl but God's love does. Even i backslided God still pour its revelation and speaks to me about my life, bless me more.. i pray for every one who is having troubles worries injuries etc. that what God ask me to. there is feedback of daily life. but i cant calculate the time. =) Im now still currently waiting for that perfect half.
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4:43 PM
Saturday, November 03, 2007
today was alright. went to simei ite for uthnited challenge. captain ball.. whoa fun. :D
argh there was a guy that bang her girl down.. i dont know why it irritates me... after that went for svc.. the svc is gd. after that someone from other cg borrow lighter from me den i lend them. upon the returns my anger boils up again cos they just throw to us. -.-' i was like.. wth.. cant you just pass nicely.. is like when you borrow other money and other throw money at you. how would you feel...
next week gonna play dodgeball.. den the next week gonna for talentime(solo) whoa first time on stage singing hope i have the courage to sing to crowd.
Write with no regret
11:25 PM
Sunday Service!!
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12:30 PM
Friday, November 16, 2007
hahas today talentime .. deng dang, sick throat not feeling well enough, the audition i tot there is mic sia but no mic... my voice is soft in natural, den bo bian must push myself sing loud, wah rooftop super hot sia -.-'' at least a mic ma.. lols. =X
is already 1 yr. since i left. and came back. some people stayed and had not change and be moulded. haiz, i remember since last time i keep on praying for those but yet it takes time la. lols.. eversince i backslided, but my heart is still with God seeking after him while nobody knows, praying while nobody knows, i had made a change with myself outside the world out(my campus) there. rather than inside 4 walls...
Last time i used to be a beng, always drink always ton always create troubles but now im not, at least i had change inner-being, but i still had the bad habit of smoking.. time flew fast.. i going NS next year april yeah. Hope i dont get commando!!!! hope in the X-ray shows all fractured bones den i can downgrade :D wahahaha, kidding la wishful part thinking of mine.
Write with no regret
11:45 PM
Thursday, November 15, 2007
Book of the Secrets of Enoch Chapter XLV
God shows how he does not want from men sacrifices, nor burnt-offerings, but pure and contrite hearts.
WHOEVER hastens to make offering before the Lord's face, the Lord for his part will hasten that offering by granting of his work.
2 But whoever increases his lamp before the Lord's face and make not true judgement, the Lord will not increase his treasure in the realm of the highest.
3 When the Lord demands bread, or candles, or flesh (sc. cattle), or any other sacrifice, then that is nothing; but God demands pure hearts, and with all that only tests the heart of man.
===================================================================
Chapter L
3 Now therefore, my children, in patience and meekness spend the number of your days, that you inherit endless life.
4 Endure for the sake of the Lord every wound, every injury, every evil word and attack.
5 If ill-requitals befall you, return them not either to neighbour or enemy, because the Lord will return them for you and be your avenger on the day of great judgement, that there be no avenging here among men.
6 Whoever of you spends gold or silver for his brother's sake, he will receive ample treasure in the world to come.
=====================================================================
LII.
God instructs his faithful. how they are to praise his name.
BLESSED is the man who opens his lips in praise of God of Sabaoth and praises the Lord with his heart.
2 Cursed every man who opens his lips for the bringing into contempt and calumny of his neighbour, because he brings God into contempt.
3 Blessed is he who opens his lips blessing and praising God.
4 Cursed is he before the Lord all the days of his life, who opens his lips to curse and abuse.
5 Blessed is he who blesses all the Lord's works.
6 Cursed is he who brings the Lord's creation into contempt.
7 Blessed is he who looks down and raises the fallen.
8 Cursed is he who looks to and is eager for the destruction of what is not his.
9 Blessed is he who keeps the foundations of his fathers made firm from the beginning.
10 Cursed is he who perverts the decrees of his forefathers.
11 Blessed is he who implants peace and love.
p. 100
12 Cursed is he who disturbs those that love their neighbours.
13 Blessed is he who speaks with humble tongue and heart to all.
14 Cursed is he who speaks peace with his. tongue, while in his heart there is no peace but a sword.
15 For all these things will be laid bare in the weighing-scales and in the books, on the day of the great judgement.
Write with no regret
6:29 AM
I had read some of the Contents outside the bible which sold in the marketplace. Apocrypha. We only learned that fasting and prayer should go hand in hand, it takes 2 hand to clap yeah, But in the contents i read fasting and prayer and Alms and Righteous should go together, because righteous shall deliver. Alms=Charity, Money or Food to relieve others poor.
Write with no regret
5:49 AM
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Rev Ulf Ekman Preaching was great, It talks about suffering, as We shall many trials and tribulations enters the Kingdom of God. thats true. Are we entering the kingdom of God nopes, We must wait till the endtime when Christ come back and we shall remain Holy, For God is holy and you shall be holy. Obey the commandments etc.
Write with no regret
9:38 PM
Monday, November 12, 2007
Today was quite pissed off.. starting of the day ruin my mood to school. i woke up quite early and make time to eat and go to school for assembly.. the school gates close at 8.00.. i eat first at kopitiam for my breakfast after that went to school. reach school gate at 7.50++ and is already closed.. lotsa of people was complaining. geez.. i burst out of anger argh. den after that went to class.. the teacher keep talking about latecoming etc. den after she say like all of us is late. i burst out with anger and said something like this, there is beginning and the end but you dont know it. and you blame us for being late? den The teacher didnt utter anything. The authority was at fault. i mean the school. geez..... then ruin all my mood to sch.... haiz...
Write with no regret
8:38 PM
Saturday, November 10, 2007
today went for cellgroup meeting in the morning and book seat being an usher.. my cg members just sit anyhow and didnt even ask me... freak him lahs..i don't want mention names...i hate his proud, boastful, hao lian, one day if i burst out of anger even you say sorry also no use lahs, if sorry got cure rite, den i can beat you 100 times and say sorry 100 times lor.. action proves it man. you think you got leadership huh.. you heck care other people you think is leadership.. like snatching other pple's places. wth....wanna have financial breakthrough huh, prosper inside of yourself first lahs. even you had 1million and not prosper inside you're nothing man.
after that left.
went home to rest.. den after that went to my friend 21st birthday celebration. is held at function room at joms NAFA place. then after all the cutting cake and stuff saboing.. speeching etc. there is dance floor :D.. unfortunately the songs dont suit me cos they're muslim and malays. few classmates before the dance left. hahas. lol. i guess they miss the fun part.. :D
Write with no regret
11:42 PM
Monday, November 05, 2007
i feeling sad.. cos my mum health again hv insomia. couldnt slp. if could only use sleeping pills but for several hours like 3-4hrs wake up ler den couldnt slp anymore.. there are side effects of taking those pills too.. everyday seeking with the Lord and pray for my mum recovery and healing. hais. she felt tired.. i ask her stop working already health more important. What i could do is help her massage, pray etc. there is nothing else i could do. Lord, i lift up my mum into your lovely hands... I hope my mum would be more forgiving, cos recently her brother and sister was in hospital and my grandma always early in the morning 6-7 call her to buy things go there visit... den i ask her tell grandma. if she could take careful of herself well.. den go take care of others... =] the money problems also.. my grandma said will pay her back later but in the end all my mum paid. so that it would take off her burdens if my grandma ownself go and visit. hais. if one isnt fed well how could he/she fed others, if one is not rich how could he/she bless others, if one dont have the skills, how he/she show his skills, if one isnt knowledgeble how could he/she teach others with their knowledges?
Write with no regret
5:42 PM
I had cut my hair, my bro ask me to cut cos i look like im from 90s century.. haha i was like lmao. =P.. den go cut lor.. everyday different hairstyle of me.. my friends said i look nicer, handsomer, cuter. lols... but inside me was like im the same old me. :D =p.. might look more presentable, might look more attractive, beauty/handsome gets attraction but personality gets the heart.. truthful enough last year when i was a nitec student i had been rate as "school grass" by mostly higher nitec students and nitec students... most of the girls... and its with my Center parking/Side Parking. they said i have got some guys dont have, like eg: "qi bai" own feng ge rather than just copying others, like shuai qi etc.. like the copycats does. lols no offence. =p
there was alot of girls wanting to be my gf in the past.. some even offered money for those rich girls and their sexuality. know what i rejected them all.. cos i had enough of not serious relationships, i had 10 ex-gf out of it 4 whom i been serious with but end up feeling started to fade so breakup comes. I learnt that love cant last forever between boy-girl but God's love does. Even i backslided God still pour its revelation and speaks to me about my life, bless me more.. i pray for every one who is having troubles worries injuries etc. that what God ask me to. there is feedback of daily life. but i cant calculate the time. =) Im now still currently waiting for that perfect half.
Write with no regret
4:43 PM
Saturday, November 03, 2007
today was alright. went to simei ite for uthnited challenge. captain ball.. whoa fun. :D
argh there was a guy that bang her girl down.. i dont know why it irritates me... after that went for svc.. the svc is gd. after that someone from other cg borrow lighter from me den i lend them. upon the returns my anger boils up again cos they just throw to us. -.-' i was like.. wth.. cant you just pass nicely.. is like when you borrow other money and other throw money at you. how would you feel...
next week gonna play dodgeball.. den the next week gonna for talentime(solo) whoa first time on stage singing hope i have the courage to sing to crowd.
Write with no regret
11:25 PM